Most of my life, I never had a need to see a doctor to treat anything serious. I have to admit that I do not even have a family doctor, since the last one retired about 15 years ago. He took my last blood pressure readings, blood and urine for testing. It was so long ago. I passed with flying colors, so I do not feel any urgency, although I am reminded that I am playing with fires and that preventive medicine and regular checkups should be order of the day. I have developed a healthy fear of doctors. I Imagine that if they would find out anything about me, how that could disrupt my life. Is there bliss in my ignorance? I am not sure, but since I am a procrastinator, I am always putting off finding a new family doctor. Few months ago, I walked into the neighborhood family clinic and enquired about making an appointment. The receptionist asked me to fill out new patient's health form with my details and reasons for my visit. The process was clearly uncomfortable for me. Receptionist told me that they selected and accepted new patients with references. She said they would contact me by phone. They never did. I have admit that I was glad not to hear from them. Just looking at the people sitting in the waiting room, it made me feel really uneasy. I was glad to depart from there very fast. I have to admit that I have my reason to have a health check up now. I do not consider it urgent.
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